Wednesday, February 18, 2015
Tomorrow is a big day for us little one. We get to see your face again! We get to hear your heart again! We get to see you a moving and a grooving again! BUT we also get to see all your organs, and your face measurements and your body measurements, I am hoping tomorrow will be a day of peace. A day where the doctors say there are still no markers showing us that is something wrong other then your blood work from when you were only 12 weeks pregnant so carry on growing your baby. If by chance they say that something is wrong, well we will face it and we will do it and we will fight it with you and for you, and do everything in our power to make sure you are ok, to make sure that you have a life full of happiness!!!!
I am so uneasy about tomorrow, so many mixed emotions, I have found myself tearing up over and over again today, and through out last night with the anxiousness of waiting! Waiting to see your growing self, waiting for a new picture of you! Waiting to hear that you are ok, or what we have to do to make sure you are ok! I am hoping that we can hear that you are ok and we can just go out and celebrate by buying you -- I don't know what, because we have almost everything we need to be ready for you, except maybe some clothes and some diapers! And if we hear that you are not ok, we will probably shed some giant alligator tears and then we will go out and pick up the things we think we will need to welcome you to the world and fight with you and for you! We are fighting for you already!
I can feel my belly stretching, can feel you growing and getting stronger with your movements and I can not wait to hold you in my arms, but for now I will settle with holding you in my belly protected from the world(expect for the screaming daycare kids you hear now and again) AND seeing you on the screen tomorrow, I cant wait to see how much you have changed and grown and to see all of you, watch them explore and your organs and see them all functioning. I love you!! I already love you more then I thought I could!
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